ohhh yeahhhh, dirtbagggg,..

NO SHE DOESN'T KNOW WHAT SHE'S MISSING.

sorry, i love that song. :D okay so i haven't blogged in a while, and that doesn't matter, because you haven't missed much. basically, i took finals this week, and now finals are over, and now it's "winter break." (translated: CHRISTMAS.) things are going really well for me right now. i mean, if we are omitting the whole boy thing, my life is perfect. i have all A's and B's in all of my classes, AFTER finals! and christmas is going to be SO good. i don't know what i'm going to do for my friends, but i've got presents for my sister and grandma. so there. john green and the yeti are having a yetibaby! and i'm pretty sure it's a boy. WINKITTY!!! :) this is going to be short and sweet and to the point: i hate boys a lot. this is most definitely a can't live with/ can't live without kind of deal. but like seriously, all i'm going to say is that i can't stand it anymore. it just really pisses me off. I LOVE HARRY POTTER. just thought i should tell you. <3

okay, you ready for this? i'm going to go throw a harpoon through a broken television.

viele liebe, kayla

i really hate AP physics

it kind of makes me want to throw up. (AP physics, that is...) however, having a list of things to do and being able to cross them off when you do them makes me feel very accomplished. like, i had a whole bunch of zeroes in my AP physics class, and i made a list of them so that i could make my grade better. well, i've done almost everything on that list, and i get to cross them off when i'm done, so most of the list doesn't even exist anymore. woohoo! (that sort of rhymed! another woohoo!) in other news, i'm almost like half way through with the sweet far thing. i have been reading every morning before school for atleast like half an hour, so that's helping the whole getting my book over with process come along more quickly. i like lists, so i'm going to give you a list of things that are bothering me right now.
1. my leg is asleep, sitting on my bed typing this.
2. the washing machine is shaking far too violently. it's like there's a freaking earthquake.
3. i don't like my parents sometimes.
4. i took a nap earlier, and now i'm tired again. go figure.
5. boys are stupid.
6. i'm in love with my best friend... what?
7. i'm reading far too many books at one time.
8. i'm failing AP physics, and finals are next week. yay.
9. finals are next week.
10. i need to wash my hair.
11. my dog's in heat.
12. boys are stupid. (i did already say that.... terribly sorry.)
13. i don't know what i want to do with my life.
14. i want to live on campus for joint enrollment next year but i don't know if i can.
15. I'LL SAY IT AGAIN, BOYS. ARE. STUPID.

that is all. i'm going to go clean my room. (i'm keeping up with this ending the blog with what i'm not going to do. you see what i just did there? haha.)

viele liebe, kayla

today is saturday.

i took the SAT today. it wasn't as bad as i thought it was going to be. i rocked the essay, and the math. don't you love it when you get a question right and you know it? because i do, i LOVE it! :D so after i got home from the SAT, my mom made lunch and we chilled and ate. my little 8-year-old sister, jessica, wasn't home at all today because she was in the Lilburn christmas parade. so when my parents went up to their room to eat, i just sat downstairs all by my lonesome. i didn't know what movie i wanted to watch, even though i knew i had to watch a movie... because the cable doesnt work in the living room. so i looked through our whole dvd collection, (my dad has a sizeable movie collection, 350+) and i found "Running With Scissors." i'd never seen it, so i popped it in. i'm watching it for the second time now. this movie is absolutely genius. i love it so much. SOOOO MUCHHHH. oh my good golly gosh, i just love it. if you haven't seen it, you NEED to see it. it is so wonderful. the best thing is, it's all completely true. this dude, augusten burroughs, had this terrible childhood, so he wrote a book about it. this movie is based upon a 100% true memoir, written by himself. and none of the names are changed, apparently, because his name in the movie is augusten burroughs. this movie brings up a lot of feelings about my family. i mean, we're not THAT crazy, but we're close. it's funny, too, because my mom walked in as i was watching it. she'd never seen it either, and she asked what i was watching... i told her, and i told her how crazy it was. she goes, "crazy like, royal tenenbaums crazy?" and i'm like, "it's CRAZIER than the royal tenenbaums, without the amazing cast." so she's all, "that's hard to do..." which it is. i love the royal tenenbaums, too, but this is much crazier. i swear to you every freakin character is like, PSYCHO. okay, well that's enough about that. i've got laundry to do, and i've got to make my bed. i wish someone would get online, i kinda wanna talk to someone. i didn't mean that like someone in particular, yet that would be nice too. there is a certian boy i'd like to get on facebook. hmmmm. i cut my bangs today, so that they sweep across my forehead. :) i like them like that, you know? i want to read, really bad, but i can't seem to peel myself away from the television. mrwehhhh. i may have people over tomorrow after church to watch this with me. yaaayyy! i'm hungry, too. gosh darn it.

i'm gonna go... read an encyclopedia while chugging some vodka.

(have you caught on to that ending blogs with something i'm not gonna do thing? good. i wouldnt want you to get the wrong idea about me...)

viele liebe, kayla.

i wish i could blog in song.

for some reason, i've got a whole lot of showtunes stuck in my head. for serious. (oh, here's something else you should know about the exciting and wonderful life of kayla!) when i'm angry or sad or just need to get the stress out, i scream/sing showtunes as loud as i possibly can. just in case you ever needed to know about that. yeah, so i have the entire RENT soundtrack stuck in my head... which is okay, considering it's my very favorite musical and I have memorized the whole thing. so, you remember at the end of my last blog, two days ago, when i told you i was going to go read the sweet far thing? yeah, i totally didn't. and i haven't read much more of it since then. finals are coming up and i don't have a whole lot of time to read like i used to. i'm sorry if i actually sleep, yo. speaking of sleep, i should probably get some. but i feel the urge to really make this a good blog. i don't really know why. it's not like anyone is going to read this. hmmm, i'm really cold right now. like my feet are freezing. i kind of want to put some socks on.... BLOG, omg! another interesting fact about me: i really don't like wearing socks of any kind most of the time. especially when i'm sleeping. i hate wearing socks to bed. it's just like freaking torture for me. well now, my mother wants me to do the dishes, but i was definitely having a conversation with donavin and then he said "brb" but he's been gone for a good 25 minutes now. he is quite obviously flawed in the art of the "be right back." sigh, i really should go do the dishes.

it seems as if i'm starting a trend of ending the blog with something i'm not going to do. i might as well just say i'm going to go scalp a penguin.

viele liebe, kayla.

first blog?

i guess i should introduce myself a bit. my name is kayla carson, i'm a junior in high school in snellville, georgia. i don't like high school much. but, you know, who does? i am indeed a nerdfighter, but you knew that, didn't you? for those of you reading this who don't know what a nerdfighter is, get with the program, yo. (is anyone reading this? hahaha, i don't see why anyone would. i'm just a silly seventeen year old girl with big dreams.) some of my most favorite websites are youtube, pandora, and facebook, obviously. i mean, who, these days, doesn't have a facebook? my GRANDMOTHER has a facebook and uses it more than i do! craziness, i tell you. pandora and facebook frequently intermingle, however. i like to find great music on pandora- with my three channels. i have a "say anything channel", and a "tori amos channel", and a "sara bareilles channel." i listen to the tori one more than any of the others. pandora just freaking knows me, by god! i hear songs on that channel that i forgot i loved. like "glory box" by portishead. my status just last night was "i'll throw my heart away and leave it for the other girls to play," which is a line from that song. (hence the pandora and facebook intermingling.) I'm on my sara barielles channel now and this song, "hello" by schuyler fisk is on, followed by "you're not sorry" by taylor swift. good songs! so, hooray for blogging instead of AP physics homework! i truly hate physics with a passion. don't even get me started on the fact that it's AP. grrrrrr. so we're currently remodeling my room, and we're pretty much done, except for my dad has to come in here and install my new ceiling fan, and he has to put up my second shelf. (he put up one shelf, but not the other? what was he thinking?!) my favorite candy bar is a toss-up (based on my mood) between baby ruth and fastbreak. i'm a very random person. libba bray and john green are my favorite authors. i wonder is libba bray is a nerdfighter... oh, the things we think about. i think i'm going to go read "The Sweet Far Thing" by libba bray now. third in the gemma doyle trilogy. mmmm and it's getting good. :)

viele liebe, kayla